These eyes have seen ten summers pass
since last they saw your face
Now every morning's ruddy skies
light up a million dew-filled eyes
to watch my fall from grace
This mouth has breathed ten winters out
since last it spoke your name
Now every evening's cloud-scuffed snow
sets gloomy northern pines aglow
to heat my cheeks with shame
Behind the beacon hills the sky in patches, remnants, clouded
Like silk shot through with clarets, cobalts, fit to clothe a king
Below, the winking hamlets now with burnt sienna shrouded
Feigning sleep, they nestle deep into the vale's green sling
Disembodied murmurs rustle through the corridors of stone
Happy voices blurred by time no longer tied to flesh and bone
Lost heirlooms, echoed sonants die or sadly ripple on alone
I fear the tombstone's scrivener too soon has come
To charm with perjured pen and smiling yellowed teeth
By his demotic artifice am I struck dumb
This Cheshire cat so sweetly spins my funeral wreath
Each hazy day of summer brings the blackbird's golden cries ...while meadow'd insects hum
And only when the night approaches do we realise ...how silent is the sun
Hell's furnace'd beauty blazing right before our very eyes ...unheard by anyone
Vainglorious ego's wintry hoar
Becomes my artful enemy
I leave pride's sacrificial floor
To seek my friend sophrosyne
And find through Janus' opened door
Salvation in immensity
I trace a vow of fealty onto the water's skin
Word after searing word sinks down to still the child within
My love for her is fathomless, she is my flawless twin
The flimsy-winged perfidions come a-fluttering
Around my head and heart like feathered gold
My blissful haze dissolves from spiteful muttering
As the sinking melancholia takes hold
When looked for, love hides far afield
Her words of saccharine congealed
On pedestals lie idols drowned
In time, in distance, grey, unwound
Their sentimental hearts now sealed
Sleek white gulls above the air-borne froth and foam...
so nonchalantly glide
But we must trudge on dry dune grass and sandy loam...
to watch the wind-fuelled tide
I often see him standing at the corner of the road
He remained for years impervious, to all the sky bestowed
Just dutifully awaiting mail, refusing to corrode
Always careful of his posture, pushing out his barrel chest
Look closely and you'll notice that he bears the royal crest
"Service" is his motto, he won't take a minute's rest
This sentry wears a red coat keeping guard against the cold
A pillar of community, a proudly post-war mold
Don't bother him with email 'cos he says he's far too old
When I find my garden path has grown small piles of sand Does a wondrous conurbation sprawl beneath my feet?
I hesitate to go to war and force them to disband or ant-ish archaeology protected by concrete?
Is this is their world, and I the brute who doesn't understand?
Overnight the trees inverted, fled this suppurating earth
and now their sallow tuber'd fingers scratch the sky
The sulphur sun stands helpless as they shrivel soon to fall
while they rend the air with one last keening cry
Only now are they in summer of their scions' future sure
while waiting for the reaper's fire and brimstone'd distant roar
With their newborn in the crib they briefly see the light of day
Then rejoin the wheel of life in her great golden wheel of hay
Cotton-feathered branches shred the sun
into a thousand splinters tinged with amber gore
which pierce my face to fall where clouds still run
the liquid gauntlet thrown from some sierra's gentle thaw
With fretful gusts the wind tugs plastic bags along the road
Otherworldly twilight smells earth's skin yet rain-bestowed
Electric acrimonium soon whets the gutters' goad
One last pillar red and white
Uncowed by nature's fury
Pelagic Lorelei decries
The vicious wind's thick wrack-spun lies
In Neptune's court abandoned
And condemned without a jury
Her lioness heart mettle'd gold damascene
Lived two lives for one, now both hands lie still
Protector embraced by the pale and serene
My lips on her cheek cooled by mortuary chill
Assaulted one last evening by a maelstrom's clamour'd hymn
Soft birdsong filled your coming summer's day
You ended your slow motion race towards your lifeblood's sun
and as you toppled, dreamed your patch of sky away
At the stairway's wintry foot, deep beneath the ground
Lies a windless desolation unwatched by human sky
Vast plain of ancient trees, broken and de-crowned
Where hushed and withered leaves have crept away to die
Sitting on the dusky beach to watch the sunset blue Your lover's azure'd lips desist...
A homely fire won't warmly glow in any other hue The first green blush of playground-kiss'd
Living in a world where blood runs cold and never red ...by yellow-hearted amorist
Tho' cobalt sky hugs golden sun, yet all our passion dead
In womanhood her martyrdom, bowed vassalage complete
Crucified with baubles, joins the haughty and effete
Her home a fragrance'd mausoleum and shrine to self deceit...
The houses are empty, all titles abjured
A fractured road stops by the church of despair
Below the dead village dear departed obscured
Where once lived-in homes stood now nothing but air
Every morning watching throngs of travellers
With her pigeons and her glass and wrought-iron eyes
She collects a thousand precious human moments
And yearns to find a hundred long goodbyes...
...So when along the coast in trundling darkness
Slowly slips the last unkempt train for the night
She shuts her eyes and dreams of being human
In a carriage with her lover holding tight
In my kitchen underneath the chequered lino
Lies a slivered golden-hearted old oak tree
When I'm alone I sometimes talk to her for hours
Of vast green forests from a distant century
Each morning rising early, with microscopic life Building airy edifices, Roads and non-stick terraces, Dried fruit in floury crevices
All condemned to fall beneath Pompeii's Vesuvial knife
You recognise and welcome me, you love me as your own
I'm appreciative and kind, and so much fun
As my siblings leave abruptly one by one I'll soothe your pain
Look but closer and you'll find the cuckoo's son
Oh rain-refracted moon please gaze on unenduring me
A lowly plashet I who fear the desiccating sun
Under your unearthly light your seamstress would I be
A silver marriage band from fractured ice and lace now spun
Soft ghoulish glow from city streetlight
Bathes the tar-trapped timbered midnight
When lulls fluttered amber'd umbra
Blossomed boughs cold cast in dunite
Horizon-bounded road of iron lies groaning in the heat
The torpor-laden air bids Zephyr's wind concede defeat
Await the hurtled hell-bound fiend who cleaves the golden wheat...
Once a happy seaside town, now briny artefact
The gentle daily tides wash roads so finely bladder-wracked
Gazing down from sunlit undulations I can see
In gardens swaying children calmly looking up at me
The ocean bell now tolls at last, to draw the deep's dread antiphon
An underdog released to desecrate
Between the Neap and Spring this body vast and dark bids life be gone
A spreading shroud no sun can penetrate
He doesn't seem to notice the destruction everywhere Lost in some enchanted reverie Now his piano keys bring forth a ravine's crashing flood Then frail refracted stars beneath the sea
I hurtle through the tunnels seeking haven
While behind the silent predators give chase
My ragged breath and clattered feet resounding
Stale air gives way to fresh upon my face
Just ahead I see the door of dazzled morning
Dissolved in red, for I have lost my futile race
In the space between the yellow and the grey Where the muscled dancing ocean meets the sand Could I but freeze one tiny instant glimpsed today And laughing run across the sun-skinned water-land
However hard he runs, there up ahead The twinkling lights of life still to be chased Long grass through which he drags his feet of lead Behind now sand, a dying arid waste
Lying in Halfacre meadow under the leafy firethorn tree The smell of loam and creosote, nostalgic company My grass-kissed skin is warmed by wind from far-off Tripoli
...though his earthly face was by the squall's grey veil obscured
Flayed and tattered hands which held the reins to pain inured
The mighty roan faced ancient gates unhinged and shadow-bound
Tossed its armoured foam-flecked head and pawed the sodden ground...
Underground, hell's door locked with a living human key The walls are veined with liquid ire, the floor with treachery And as I seek my fortune there, compound my misery To find the face of Midas as he blindly touches me
Before the daffodils uncurl their yellow hats The slow grey-fingered dawn slips through the park fence slats To find the flowers bruised from cans and bottles strewn Last night's bus stop gifts wrapped by the kindly moon
The asphalt bleeds white petal'd stars into the stygian sky Split and perforated by penumbra'd boughs' shrill cry Their marbled skin decays to ash in Niflheim's frozen eye
The trees have grown long eyes of green and yellow They watch through half-closed lids in some uneasy sleep Like wolves they pad through undergrowth in shadow With cunning, find and pick my bones en-tendril'd deep
Above the sickly rain-lashed trees
A blackened hat of moss and stone
The hordes of timbered hosts crowd round
In homage to the grizzled crone
Near yielded to the brambled tide
One faint path entreats the gloom
Past the creaking leaf-mulched trees
Soft silhouetted headstones loom
Dank clearing framed by buttressed bark
Receives the moon's cloud-scudded smiles
Below the door's scarred sandstone arch
Bow granite steps to leathered miles
Edificial parasites found basking in the sun They scale defenceless buildings unseen by anyone I walk past oblivious to crowds above my head While those unfit to climb aloft wheeze on the ground instead
I met a gentle girl who cried that sand ran through her veins
Her bones were made from bricks of red,
Her head weighed down with chains
Sad stillborn child of earth, she'd spared her mother's labour pains
At the end of the garden he followed the stream
To a still millpond bridged by a mouldering beam
With small fragile gasps, both slipped into gloom
And the mill's decayed windows watched stillness resume
...With stones of glitter'd jealousy and mortar'd vitriol She built a gallows drop upon an incubus's knoll Then cauterized his black heart and loosed Eblis on his soul...
In the home's warm belly, night immures the still and dark But early wakes the dusty morgue to flinted scarlet spark Stretch and face the slivered sky with cold earth at your back Your heart of flicker'd apricot turns green life pyric black
Captured in a photograph, her colours fading now No air beneath the glass but she keeps smiling somehow Outside her friends and family live out their natural span Perpetual summer lasts as only silver nitrate can
My house began in the soft mouth of Earth
Carved from rain and hard rock, pale roots sang her birth
Caressed each night by the moor-billowed mist
'Til dawn found her walls sweet gossamer-kissed
My house is made of the autumn and sea
My house, my love, made me
My sky is not where I left her, she fell and became a sea Cold hard stars ripped through her flesh, left holes the size of me The day is black behind my sun, I am dwarfed by the humble bee
Above our hearth, behind the mantlepiece Unwindowed mouth, the blackened chimney flue When winter comes to chase the calling geese I tilt my head to glimpse the far-flung blue
Last night in my dreams when you whispered you'd died
On the park bench your coffin and I side by side
I held your hand with the white lid drawn back
Warm sun on your face, brave words on your plaque
Then I played my guitar and we busked for your fare
For the Friday night bus to heaven knows where.
Blurred by wind and sun's last glow
His scared face etched in freezing snow
I could not reach his icy hand
He breathed his resigned last, and slipped away from land
They silently wait at the gates of your world
Where riven and splintered old friendships were hurled
Now deserted you stand facing spectres unseen
Your memories devoured, guilty bones being picked clean
With your eyelids removed there is nowhere to hide
Prepare to confront all the hopes and the dreams you denied
Dappled smiling faces flutter through the leafy bower
The languid heavy honeyed air-kissed chandeliers in flower
My fair companion's torso girt with beryl'd velveteen
She sings faint wind-bound treesong...
...through my heart's tongue-tied ardeen
I dreamt the land unfolded Green hills devoured, grim harvest blight Fine estuaries congealed in flight My kin consigned to dust-mouthed plight Dread future world remoulded
Arianrhod's uncovered head a sign In cobalt eyes a spiralled shrine Her lustrous alcazar revolves A northern realm that death absolves Ensorcelled light and sea combine
Stone mirror'd heart supports a crown Fair treason'd face disguised as clown Once true love now rogue's intended Grand plans in ignominy have ended Scalding tears too few to drown
The silvered space beneath the door
So pale with rain-washed moonlight
Weathered panes in flaking frames
Rapt with starshine's nightflight
Spellbound lull before the day
All green life wanes to sward
The moist black earth breathes deep and low
No creatures yet abroad
A million streetlights fire the clouds The city's single baleful eye Red sky at night delights the crowds Glares unblinking at the sky They plod like fatted ants in shrouds Who not waste not want not why
Closed-eye'd vigil awaits the sightless moon Torn oneiric fabric portends a sunless day Three wind-scoured geldings reach the storm's dark womb Now Jack Frost's creeping presence must seek another prey
Small monolith of flesh and stone Eschews the moon to sleep alone Inscrutably pale-faced and blind Dead skin and para-lune entwined Just for one night, the hayfield's crone
Bright winter sky spills from a lofty window
Sun-reflected dazzle mirrors centuries of snow
Transcendant other's frosted arrows pierce me
Through my veins regret and bitter bliss now thickly flow
Sun-windowed chartreuse our hideaway canopy Slumbering alder in soft fallen atrophy Noontide's lost sonants in mantled decline Intone Benedictus for aspen and pine
Rustling rain-kissed far-off gables bid me listen
Musty tomes in yellowed orphic languor float
My age-old hallowed athenaeum must now me christen
Before intoxicated I awake, a drifting sunlit mote
I met a faded man whose face I could not see He seduced and won my eyes with smiling sophistry I tried to speak his name, but his monstrous name was me
I met a sanguine man with my face above his cloak I but uttered from his mouth as mine own began to choke And in his laughing pupils my reflection turned to smoke
I met my glowing namesake, gave my heart and sweet adieu Now faded I, hide from the sun that once I loved and knew A spectator to my life, I am my shadow split in two
Fractured by discovery, our subterranean tryst Misbegotten courage sunders faith with bitter twist The curfewed lonely landmark constructed here to mask Treachery at home marked well with teary burial cask
Slip between the cracks in search of predatory ire Formless faces gravitate to one remaining spire Blackened wrecks lie writhing on the battle-weary beach Beset by silent legions jealous arrows dare not reach
The lily has fallen indentured and tythed
The reeds of her bed now so sinfully sythed
Nonchalant harvest feeds ignorants' bliss
Ephemeral blooms presage morient last kiss
The corridor's nadir where light fades to dim Last timbered marchland of centuries drawn thin Closed by the hand of a long-dead unknown Departed unhurried, on cool dark tiled stone
Three children by the river stand Mesmerised by sun-glanced ripples Fenced in littered scrub-grassed land Three neglected blank-eyed cripples Wait serenely hand in hand
The setting sun's last lonely unseen shard Stirs liquid notes from boughed and feathered bard The treetop silvered voice and night entwine Black chanticleer's enraptured notes stop time
The gargoyle's sqall-fed slavers curdle lime with baleful glee
Malignant cataract falls dark to baptise you and me
Shadow'd holy ground eclipsed no revenant dare pass
Her eyrie's buttressed tide of human bones like molten glass
Disgorged unseen malignant sanctimonium by night Oblivion's maw cold comfort for the innocents' thin plight Cursed phrygian priests lament destruction of the veil Inexorably exhalted now is hell's unholy grail
Anarchistic ochre'd sun
Kiln-fired sloops their gauntlets run
Silken skeins en-mesh the few
Whom gold with cadenced breath imbue
Thrice-fired in scalloped chivalry
To navigate the last labyrinthine sea
Inscrutable though fenestrated Mullioned in stone castrated Lead-encompassed skies confined Occluded art pure light maligned Refractive umbra consecrated
Translucent scaffold vaulted lights Byzantine stars ionian heights Glacial minarets of air Fissured symmetry forswear All first are last, lone maiden flights
Spiralled ceramic psychosis now calls
Earth-banished deity through grey-mortared walls
Biblical tears flood the disinterred floor
Chastened breath fetid from Uruk's dark craw
Straight-backed and stoic stands the magus duty-torn Uncharted and breathless is his stone horizon born Last man still standing, beached, brave pennant flies Betrayed and forgotten wearing hope's faint disguise
Pitiless child born of blind equinamity Consumes and incarcerates gilded profanity Wraiths sucked like sweat through the pores of her dreams Voiding all senses pervading her screams
Far flung incendiary ancient confusion
Ash arboretum sealed in seclusion
Dusk's stippled veil breathes faint song of the dew
Then fades into verdigreed moon-dappled hue
The fathomless shunned seek depths unplumbed The bloodless deserted for lips blue and numbed The infinities scorned by the uncountable skies The unknowable erased while the inconceivable dies
Incant your air-scoured solitude Around the black-teared sun today Your incoherent viscid-tude Portents a stoic multitude I await, enfeathered, enveloped, decay
Feckless quadruped, stand your ground Forgive clear-eyed your enemies drowned Seek the ephemeral incandescent Fear only the house of the leaden crescent
Viscous thought untainted by task Ignorant serenity cloistered sous-mask Self-delusional beatitude Unrequited gratitude Foetal mirrors own brilliance to bask
Chrysalis heart for a long-dead tree
Silver-winged centuries daydream the key
Newly-mown grass imprisons child-like me
...and my inanimate, inadequate, intimacy
Futile and fractious bleak immortality Castrated of whimsy and spiteful of charity Brutish and senseless Unrooted and fenceless Temporally directionless semantic insanity
Fishing for more than simple complaints Underground homes for bones of our saints Sight of the claypit gnaws and taints Night owl starts, flits and faints
Victoriana conurbation, downsland by the sea A paucity of faucet-terie rends the front ablution-free The bandstand must withstand unsolicited salinity Starling shoals at dusklight, airfish caligraphy
Four knives for thee my killiminster charity Entrails are free so don't demand parity The limestone-set face twists in painful hilarity Dripping its calcified bile into insanity
Forty winks he said but never awoke The armchair's halo flickers on alone Forty leagues he strode on broken glass The creeping night silhouettes his slippered throne